Today marks 3 months since you've passed away. I still have trouble saying that you've passed away. I haven't been able to talk about you much lately. Sometimes I feel like if I don't talk about it it won't be true. I look at pictures of you all the time and just can't even believe that you are gone. I just want to talk to you and see you again even if it's just once. It's not fair I didn't get to say goodbye and you were supposed to be okay.
I think that you've been sending signs lately. I feel like you've been judging me like crazy. Every time I'm in the car and doing something you wouldn't approve of the song Drink a Beer comes on the radio! I think of you every time that song comes on. It came on 3 times the other day within 1/2 hour and I only switched radio stations twice.
I love you and I can't believe it's been 3 months.
